Confessions of a Weird Blogger

I recently got an Email from a friend who said that I don’t know that why am I writing this to you as we have already discussed all this but yet it seems that I wish to express what I feel in writing. She expressed her new found love for writing that she believes is a great stress buster and also how it lets her find an expression that can do justice to the emotion that her thoughts carry.
I mention this incident because apart from being a touching incident personally it also stimulated something inside me that I always wanted to keep proactive. The ingenuity that this mail had, left me with no reply that I could write back to her but this certainly inspired me to find out whether this is really what I have been missing all these days, which I think haven’t been that great given the monotonous schedules that I have been so accustomed to.
Communication has always been at the forefront for me and the happiness of celebrating life through communication has always my way of life. I have never been the traditional male with little words rather on the contrary I have kept celebrating my love for interaction through long sessions of chat that may or may not make sense as descried in the civilized order (Organized chaos). It is indeed fascinating to introspect and realize that if not for this communication that people may or may not find fruitful, my sensibility wouldn’t have broadened to the small extent that it has today. It has been this quest to ask questions and give answers to people irrespective of who they are and whether I know them or not that has liberated my conscience of being constrained into a particular mold. I enjoy the hollow glamour of the “happening” and “elite” as much as I understand the cruel reality of the impoverished which to my understanding and satisfaction a fulfilling emotion.
In this quest to explore life through a hybrid model of sensibilities of the people that I interact and that of my own, I think blogging shall establish itself as a potent tool of my own development .